Innocence Of A Child by xgreeneyesluver03, literature
Literature
Innocence Of A Child
Sticky fingers
Mismatched clothes
Shoes on the wrong foot
First Loves
Being absolutely carefree
Doing anything you want
Oh, bring it all back
To where I don't have to worry about anything
Where I can lie in the grass and worry about Nothing
Give me back my innocence
So I can have the Innocence Of A Child
Don't look at me
At how I'm always crying
At my broken smile
At how my hair always falls in my face
At my unperfect body
At my rosy red cheeks
At my chipped fingernail polish
At the bracelets I wear constantly
At the scars on my wrist
Just don't look at me
You won't be satisfied
No one else seems to be
Quietly I sit and watch you live your life from a distance
Whenever you fall down, I want to help you
But everytime I reach my hand out to you
I see the scar on my wrist
And I pull back from helping you
It seems all you did was cause me pain
That will never happen again
I promise
You say you need me
And that you miss me
You want me back in your life
You cry for me every night
You can't live without me
It didn't seem that way in the past
All you did was curse at me
Yell at me
Make me cry
My whole worl revolved around you
And you still didn't care
Those days are over
I'm moving on without you
Oh, and I did Love you just inc
I feel his arms around me
They reassure me that everything is okay
But these tears
They keep coming
I feel his tender touch upon my face
As he wipes away my tears
Softly, he whispers
"It's okay. I'm here. I'll always be here."
And then we kiss
A long, passionate kiss
A kiss that only two people in Love could share
...
And then I wake up
Crying, trembling, in pain
"Stop torturing me!"
I scream to no in in particular
Then I lie back down to cry myself to sleep
Only to have the same, agonizing dream
That will never come true
Look.
Take a good look at me now.
See these tears?
You caused them.
See these scars?
You left them.
See this torn heart?
You did it.
And you stand back to look at what you have done.
Do you like what you see?
I hope you're satisfied.
When you were 2, she was the one watching Barney with you.
When you were 4, she was the one sitting next to you in preschool.
When you were 6, she was the one swinging on the swings with you.
When you were 8, she was the one helping you with your handwriting.
When you were 10, she was the one who went to the Backstreet Boys concert with you.
When you were 12, she was the one who was there when you got dumped by your first boyfriend.
When you were 14, she was the one that needed you.
And you weren't there because you were getting stoned with your new friends.
That night she was the one that commited suicide.
She was the one that thoug
You evil backstabber.
You damn traitor.
How could you do this?
It used to be so good.
You were my life.
You were my everything.
Now look at us.
You act as if you don't give a damn
When I'm on my knees begging for forgiveness.
And do you forgive me?
Do you even feel sympathy for me?
Hell no.
I'm not even a part of your life anymore.
What did I do to deserve this?
Hmm?
Wait, don't tell me.
It doesn't matter.
To you, nothing matters anymore.
For your information, you have ruined my entire life.
Congradulations.
He doesn't know what he's doing.
He doesn't know how much he's hurting me.
He doesn't know that he's killing me.
He doesn't know how much I Love him.
For he is only focused on one thing in life.
He doesn't know that I'm slipping through his fingers.
And that I will soon be gone.
He doesn't know much anymore.
I guess I should just give up.
Like a flower, I'm delicate to the touch.
Once I give a piece of myself away, I can not get it back.
When all the pieces are gone, there is nothing left.
Nothing left except the sharp, pointy thorns that only hurt people.
So unless you are willing to to get hurt, don't take a piece of me.
Leave me be.
And like a flower, I will soon die on my own.
I feel his arms around me
They reassure me that everything is okay
But these tears
They keep coming
I feel his tender touch upon my face
As he wipes away my tears
Softly, he whispers
"It's okay. I'm here. I'll always be here."
And then we kiss
A long, passionate kiss
A kiss that only two people in Love could share
...
And then I wake up
Crying, trembling, in pain
"Stop torturing me!"
I scream to no in in particular
Then I lie back down to cry myself to sleep
Only to have the same, agonizing dream
That will never come true
Quietly I sit and watch you live your life from a distance
Whenever you fall down, I want to help you
But everytime I reach my hand out to you
I see the scar on my wrist
And I pull back from helping you
It seems all you did was cause me pain
That will never happen again
I promise
You say you need me
And that you miss me
You want me back in your life
You cry for me every night
You can't live without me
It didn't seem that way in the past
All you did was curse at me
Yell at me
Make me cry
My whole worl revolved around you
And you still didn't care
Those days are over
I'm moving on without you
Oh, and I did Love you just inc
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